| Sunday, December 7th, 2008 |
| 10:56 pm |
I forgot this existed
I am 24 years old now. I DJ and play bass guitar in a bandcalled Buffalo Tears. I collect records, clothes and movies. I watch the simpsons and twilight zone alot. I am curently employed at European St. Cafe as a waiter and other odd jobs I can pick up there. My main goal for the near future is to save money so I can leave Jacksonville, FL and move to New York City, so far it seems to be working. I have a 19 year old girlfriend named Kylie and she lives in NY right now going to art school at Cooper Union. We met through our mutal friend named Prego. I still hang out with and keep in contact with the same people as I have for the past 7 or so years. In my spare time I make shitty flyers on Microsoft Paint Brush for Steam Works british pub in five points, the place I DJ at. I also like to stay up late and drink beer with my friends. My favorite lagers right now are Warstiener, Tusker, and Yuengling and for ale I like New Castle, Hacker Pschorr Oktoberfest, and Budwiser American Ale. I most likely drink more Pabst Blue Ribbon than anything else. Current Mood: nostalgicCurrent Music: George Harrison- My Sweet Lord |
| Wednesday, November 9th, 2005 |
| 1:13 pm |
they didn't move into a new house...
I just moved into Dylans house on the corner of Gilmore and Goodwin. This is rad mclean. My room is small my room is hot, cause Dylan won'tever put the AC. Though it is nice here. I will not complain...yet. |
| Saturday, October 15th, 2005 |
| 4:09 pm |
Sing on you moaners...praise the lord!
Alright this takes some time to figure out. If your a girl should you sleep with all your friends. If I had nothing but girls as friends I don't think I would sleep with em' all. Well I don't so what the hell does it matter anyhow. I never get laid anyways. It's better that way. yes it is...I like pop-tarts. I like it when women are kind nice and independent. I hate sluts and hoo-ares(whores) I seem to see a lot of this. There are plenty of punky rock n roll guys to fuck not enough girls. Incest is all I can think of. ewfuctew'(who fucked who) When looking back on a lot of the people I met in the past three years I know at least five people each of em' fucked. Im sure the same goes for me. I certainly am not judging them. I mearly am just taking a step back and observing situation. If you are a single girl move to riverside. Or wait don't you'll be fucked through your panties before you can say drunkrape. Not really but it could happen. It happend to me...hahaha Current Mood: amusedCurrent Music: aphex twin for some reason - come to daddy |
| Wednesday, September 14th, 2005 |
| 1:04 pm |
Dance Dance Dance with me.
The weeks that I have been living are the same weeks as I was living before. Example: A dream I had last night, the whole thing is not lodgical at all so don't try and make any since of it but it has meaning. I travle back intime to go to an old school of mine. In this travleing I find myself in a different past. As I still look the same age so does every one else. The school I was visiting was my middle school. It has changed though. It changed in to a scary bording school. In this dream my destination after the time travle is on a bus and Im on my way to this new school. I hate school and I hated high school and now for some reason my old middle school is a bording school for ages up till 18. I refuse to wear a uniform so I have lost a lot of privlages on this day. I smoke pot with some weird kid who is completely horny and wants to divolge his thought with me. After lisening to him for some time I get bored and hungry. I walk down the hall to a small kid who is playing an unpluged bass guitar. I told him of my exsperiance with bass and ofcorse he does not believe me cuz Im only in high school and should not have been playing in bands for the past five years. He is very skiddish and does not want to open up to me though I can tell he wants to be friends. We wants to smoke pot out of a pipe that he has fasioned him self. I reconize some of this devices parts from my childhood. A rubber tube from an old ghostbuster protonpace toy was used. I untangel it and examine the pipe. I notice that there is not pot in the pipe and I leave. Giving him some sort of cockey peice of my mind and a little advice which im sure he will use due to my obvious older brother attitude. I travle downstairs (things start getting weird now.) Im am headed for an event that I am not supposed to attend as punishment for my no uniform. I don't care as I feel untouchable and dangerous. I figure since I am in the past my sister will still be attending school here and will most likley be at the dinner event. Sitting there I see a bunch of people I don't know. I am stuck out side which some band is playing and they really get on my nerves. I thing they are playing an E.L.O song. None of these kids know who that is...why are they playing it! I see my sister who is younger than me she still has consideralbe acne on he face and her hair is greasy. This is not the sister I know now. She sees me and says hello with her group of friends looking at me like Im insane and my sister is even more crazy to give me a hug. Then I relize as they are leaving that I look much older. I have a five o'clock shadow and lime green shoes on. My entire outfit is to say the least out of the norm and completely punk rock and not of this world to these people. Then something strange starts to happen. I see all my friends from riverside. They all come up to the glass on the door and say hello. Thing is they shouldn't know me yet. This is the past. They all look the same as they do now. I can't get inside to question this. The doors are locked. Then I notice the doors are locked for reason. Every one who was supposed to attend the event is inside. The food the people and now the band is moving inside. I look at the people surrounding me. Older adults on smoke breaks and other bad students like me. I get angry and start going a little crazy. I grap a garbage can and start shouting the comunist manifesto. I hope this will insite a riot amongst the others. It's not working. My voice keeps breaking and my throat is closing up. Fuck why am I still sick even In my dreams. I throw the garbage can away and run back to my dorm. There is some one there to atleast talk to. I can get some answers about this weird universe that Im in. I run up to these two kids that I had met on the bus and explain to them that Im 21 years old and don't belong in highschool. I telling them this and they think the whole time travle thing is cool. So I scream break there computer tower and run out of there. I then wake up some what to here what sounds like someone comming down the hall to my room. I wait in anticapation and think all things evil is about to round the corner. Then nothing goes by. I hear it again then I relize Im dreaming with my eyes open again. This is a strange occurance. This happens to me from time to time. I will be half awake with my eyes open then start dreaming. I hear things in the dream but I see what ever my eyes are looking at. This makes my head hurt when I do this. The pain might also be pain from a hang over but who gives a shit right. I don't know why I typed all this. I do know why I had this dream. Carly was supposed to come and pick me up to visit a favorite old teacher of ours. She has not called nor arrived in any fasion to my knowlage. Goodbye to my few freinds that still look at there livejournals and have the patients to read others. Current Mood: awakeCurrent Music: None |
| Wednesday, August 10th, 2005 |
| 11:59 am |
yoursaz
eep opp ew ew I get drunk alot I play music this has not changed in like years so I guess theres not much to update the adicts are comming |
| Monday, May 30th, 2005 |
| 9:49 pm |
what a weekend
Yeah, so if went to do thing this weekend. I went to Aerol's(sic)30th birthday party on friday. Then saturday I went to a party at April's place and ate pizza. Charles ate to many pizzas, I ate only but one pizza(cheese). Then to my surprize Johny Shitface picked me and took me to Darrel's 26th birthday party. I saw a news guy say "beer bitch." When I see him on the news again I think I will call him Beer Bitch. That is about it. Oh...I am starting to be able to drive again. This is good. Oh...and uh...yeah. I distinctly remember you saying you wanted to go to Colorado territory, there for you should go. Current Mood: complacentCurrent Music: roaring blood - Guitar Wolf |
| Thursday, May 26th, 2005 |
| 1:35 pm |
InstaTurtles
Me and and my nephew Jaden have been hanging out all day. We watched the Ninja Turtles movie twice. He has been playing with cars, costumes, and the telephone. His favorite turtle is Raphiele. He loves Spider-Man and Bat-Man among many other super heros. Hopefully I get to do something intresting cool today. I think I deserve it. No! I demand it! Current Mood: nostalgicCurrent Music: Exploding Hearts |
| Tuesday, May 24th, 2005 |
| 6:25 pm |
JESUS CHRIST
I was mentally disturbed last time I wrote in this damn thing. Wow! I was really fucked up. I have come a long way since then. I'm gonna go away now. Bye journal. Current Mood: anxiousCurrent Music: Man who sold the world- David Bowie Bitch! |
| Wednesday, June 18th, 2003 |
| 4:52 am |
go bots go bots go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
have you ever felt this way you bloody stumped little person i am not leaving here till your mouth has become dry with semon this day i relish i am your god you will command the dick it will rise and conquer this obsticle with great fuery and vengence we are now! you are then. we have nothing more to say. you make me sick. i punish you with my dick. i ma not charles he is not me we will die together. I know this time is drawing to a close but i still have a few moments to conceal this anger of flesh. bile and filth you have no clue. You asleep me aroused i can hardly wait. this is my fantasy take your lst breath. now awake you seee my distorted face through puss filled eyes. my spuirting harshness covers your chest. you cry as i shut you up. time time goes on i enjoy this moment your lips full and pale its now drawing to a close. fun is over are you cool cool cool |
| Wednesday, April 16th, 2003 |
| 11:38 pm |
Hi, Friend
Death is the final adventure we seek I am ready for my Ultimate Demise Bring Forth Decay Bring Forth Darkness Eternal rest, endless sleep I am ready I want to die So long to all I love life could not have been Beautiful with out you... |
| Thursday, August 15th, 2002 |
| 7:49 pm |
haba ming paeiouting
my name is brandon the money of a life time spent in the life of me i have no time to live for making the bombs in the building buy on get one free for time is limeted for you to get your free game from blockbuster video ohwhey ohwey oh my jungle love! kicker monger monster, taste taste the babys before they grow up. and kill kill the kkk for the killer kool kids are out to get you. uh huh this lady looks weird with the smoothies and all. ok bye. |
| Wednesday, April 24th, 2002 |
| 8:09 am |
he he ha ha ho ho!
=Post Moral Ejaculation= Suffering my only need now is to hang the rope does swing, hanging from the darkened ceiling Strangling, dangling from my twisted spine I knew I would enjoy death more than life My lids close tight, but the light blinds my eyes My body grows cold - my cock becomes erect Watching over my dead shell, from beyond in my own hell Caught between life and death, even though my body's dead I still feel the touch of flesh Given the choice to die or live dead Purgatory my damnation Climaxing at the resurrection Adipocere spurts from my erection Manifested in my rotted body Unpure spirit, dead among mortals I have risen from self-murder Only to rot and kill to break the necks of young women their cunts my pus will fill Acid burning through her crotch I baptise her face with my rot Then venom foams from her throat On my discharge she will choke Pulsation, my heart begins to beat Heaving, goiters start to secrete caustic odor, steaming gruel wallow in my infected drool Swollen pusing gashes Start to reek Puncture wounds in the back hacked up limbs, bones now crack Skin fillet from your face Breasts gounged out I fuck with your chest |
| Friday, April 12th, 2002 |
| 11:16 am |
Why No inspwector i had no clue she was your daughter
it was the time of fish and i had no where to run the old men knew that their time was near so we travled on. As my freshly amputated foot strated to smell of all things awful i figured i had developed ganggrene. My body felt like shit. So i travled on. I made my self a make shif robot out of spare sparts that charloes gave me. I finaly felt like a real man. He who owns the robotsowns the world. So I travled on. The tiem was near the old men knew, i belive charles had and inkling of the doom that we faced. Time was drawing to a close. So we travled on. DIE DIE DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I shouted then i saw michelle staring at me like a baby dog also known as a puppy that has saw its master fucking for the first time. I began to lose confidence in the fight i was about to ingage in oh well fuck it. It was almost time any how. I embraced a warm human body for the last time ever for time was about to end. The old men waited anxiously for it to end. Charles i now know was aware of the situatio. He wanted to stop it but knew he couldnt. So with out further adue i we come to the end of time. I raised the gun to my head and blew my fucking brains allover the fucking wall my blooded splashed on michelles face like the water on the log ride at disney. Charles mad at the fact that i went through with it kicked the shit out of my lifless carcass. The pleasure was all mine i suppose. I figured uit made him feel better. There was no sobbing the old men didnt even shed one tear i guess they kinda had it all worked out. I did not anticipate the sadness though a wave of mellincoli came over the people. I think even dylan felt the effects of the end of time. Time end with you you fucking pricks your god is my fuck goat and i will see you all in your hell! |
| Thursday, April 11th, 2002 |
| 7:26 am |
GLORY MY MAN GLORY
= I Cum Blood= Swollen with liquid Ready to burst A load of my lymph Will quench this dead body's thirst One month in the grave twisted and half decayed She turned a putrid yellow I pissed in her maggot filled asshole Fucking the rotting My semen is bleeding The smell of decay Seeps from her genital cavity The smell was unbearable As I unburied her I cum blood from my erection I feel it run down her throat, swallow Eyes glassy and vacant body dug up to play with Skin greasy and naked tounguing her rotted anus I need a live woman to fill with my fluid A delicate girl, to mutilate, fuck and kill her body exceptional she thought I was normal but I wanted more I came blood inside of her chocking on the clot gagging on the snot gushing blood, from her mouth bloody gel leaking out Body buried in a shallow grave Unmarked for none to find The sickness I have left behind Undetected go my crimes The greatest thrill of my life Violent, climax Serging serum on my skin Back from the dead I am resurrected to spew, putrefaction |
| Thursday, April 4th, 2002 |
| 7:28 am |
Mr. Bigglet Takes a Walk
On a bright Sunday Morning Mr. Bigglet awoke from his home of sorts. He pulles the card bored back from what he likes to call the Kings Ass House. The rays from sun blinded his eyes that seemed to live in eternal darkness. This morning was a special morning for Mr. Bigglet for he had to decided to go for a walk today. The park in winter spectacular for him. Theres nothingn Mr. Bigglet loverd more than a bright crisp winters morning. This wasa a special morning for last night the air did not bring with it the ice, the overal urin smell did not overwelm the nose, and for that today was special. A bird chirps loudly in a near by tree. The tree strong rooted in the ground. Stuck in a bed of garbage ridden soil. Though surounded by Filth the tree stood tall and beutiful. The tree a bit riddled of scars showing its age making it almost plain to anyone except one of the artistic eye. No they see it as mysterous character but to most just another part of the ever growing disesed metropolis. "I say!" is all Mr. Bigglet said to the people passing by him on the street. They would pass not realy caring about him or the wide world which surrounds them. "I say!" to every passer by. "I say!, I say" Then something out of the useual happened to Mr. Bigglet for the first time in his entire adult life he got a responce. Not Just a hello or good day but This particular gentleman stopped and them preced to deliver what could mabey be a message or even a kind thoguht or even a conversation. The though of this first excited Mr. Bigglet then like the psycho he was he got frighten and then angy about this ab began to beatht the man with out mercy till the day drew to a close this was defantly a good day if you have two dollers to spare for the Mr. Bigglet foundation please give me money i want to suck on root beer trhough a straw made of gold. |
| Wednesday, April 3rd, 2002 |
| 7:54 am |
ok turn off the computer

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You are Sadie. You're a complete bitch and you know it but don't care. Only weak willed people and emotional masochists hang around you because no one could stand your caustic nature. You play your music loud, scowl at everything anyone has to say and display general antisocial behaviour. Not many people like you. You probably even have bad hygiene, but fuck hygiene anyway.
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| Tuesday, March 12th, 2002 |
| 7:18 am |
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| Monday, March 11th, 2002 |
| 10:44 am |
I hate you
livejournal is pretty gay yeah gay gay gay gay homofreckin sexual like a brittish bbq yeah |
| Thursday, March 7th, 2002 |
| 2:54 pm |
SHIT FUCK SHIT GODDAMN
I SO FUCKING PISSED I WANT TO FUCKING KILL IM SO VERY FUCKING MAD I HATE EVERYBODY YOU FUCKING SUCK THIS WHOLE WORLD THIS WHOLE LIFE FUCK OFF FUCK YOU FUCK YOU I WANT A GOD DAMN CIGARETTE FUCK ALL OF YOU |
| Monday, March 4th, 2002 |
| 7:08 pm |
yeah so what about it! huh huh huh
ok i got this friend ok hes not a friend but a relative of sorts he this dude you might know him as charles now let me tell you about him charles that is. thats who im talkin about what who the hell did you think i was talkin about now any who this guy has got some mutha fuckin style now i dont bull shit you NO I DONT! Like was saying were talkin stage presence like fuckin rick james or some shit hes fuckin fly He dont have a rat tail or nothin but he cool He nice too he can hang and boy let me tell you hes a son of a bitch! He can party mutha fuckin hard like Fuckin BLA-COW! Damn gotta be cole jakin dis shit fo real yeah he smooth he can dance too damn well yeah you should check him out at your local super market or maybe over at kyle jamies Ronda Locleal JimBOs Chesters Mi Mi fo sheezys Place oh yeah and Robert Vohnes |